Thursday, September 30, 2010

A New Beginning


So there I was walking down the hall today. Checked my watch, 12:46, as I thought"In just a few minutes it becomes official!" As I neared the end of the hallway the P.E. teacher and Music teacher stood returning some little people to their teachers. They both asked "Do they know yet?!?!" "No, not yet." I replied, in the calmest voice I could. I completed the task I had set out to do and headed back down the hall to my room. Just as I was getting close I heard one of the 4th grade teachers say, "Hey the kids are on their way. Do you see the principal?". Again I replied, "No, not yet"... As we stood waiting in the door way of my room, the principal, the assistant principal, and myself, I was growing more and more nervous. Finally it was go time. The moment of truth. We walked in to the room and the principal announced, "We have a lot more 4th graders this year than we expected. I am sure you all have seen Mrs. Flynn around here settingup her room, observing in your classroom, or maybe just passing by in the hall. We came to tell you all we are opening another section of 4th grade! We are excited to tell you we are pulling students from this class and the class next door to make up the students in Mrs. Flynn's class." Chatter immediately filled the room. You could hear them asking each other if they knew, who they thought would be going, and if the new lady (me) looked mean. Mean I thought?! You guys have NO idea. We spent the better part of the afternoon getting to know one another, asking questions about how this was all going to go, and making little projects to hang on the walls. After it was all said and done I was SO RELIEVED!!!! God has blessed me with a fabulous group of kids, a wonderful campus, and most importantly a job! After everything that has been going on in my life, the unfortunate upcoming events, the loss of friends, and the stress of school, work, and a family, its about time I can say this ... I AM A TEACHER!
It was made possible by these two

I have to give a special thanks to my mom. She has been supportive through it all and is the most amazing woman who loves us all unconditionally. My sweet husband for putting up with me and all my "crazy" for the last 10 years. My, oh so fabulous, little sister for all her help with Barrett and my awesome classroom! Not to mention being a friend through thick and thin, and for being understanding (unfortunately because she is just as impacted as I am) over the last several months when many people have turned and run. My brothers for not being "too cool" to hang out with their much older sister at college. My in-laws for all they do and their support and prayers! All the friends I met at WT that are going through this same educator mess with me, just keep on keeping on! The end is near and its awesome.
I can only imagine how proud my dad would be of me today. I know he would be more than thrilled... I can hear it now, in his dad voice, Ash you know the one when he would hug you and talk soft so only you could hear. He always said the same thing "I love you sis". I'd give ANYTHING to have that hug right now.

Looks like I have more shout outs than the MTV Music Awards! lol :)
Thanks for reading!